The whole reverse bang was a disaster. Seriously I was thrown off by that, my job and my trip. I feel awful about it and I am afraid to say it. But I won't let it throw me down. I am actually now on a writing roll since I got back which is one of my many changes since I got back passing through my HC BINGO with flying colors. Maybe I will apologize to the person one day but until then I'll focus on the things that have made me stronger and actually take this new inspiration.